something must have made you say that

so i am totally in the mood for some chocolate pudding with a layer of kool-whip. and then more pudding then granola sprinkles. aaaaah. doesn't that sound just soooo amazing?

something like this perhaps?

how amazing does that look? i don't know but I'm pretty convinced that that is on my list of must haves. hahaha

so this week has been pretty busy. still waiting for the baby. stupid doctor keeps saying this week. this week. this week. for like the past 3 weeks and the last appointment he didn't say anything. WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!

i have spent much of my free time this week finishing book after book. im so determined to finish the rest of the large books that i brought within the next two weeks.

i first finished Abigail Cooper : psychic eye. that was a book that i COULDNT put down at all. i read it while at work. i read it late into the night. i was so determined to never put it down as long as i could and when i finished i was like OH MY GOD! i want more!! its the first of a series and i was craving sooo much more.

 

i would highly recommend that book again and again. it had mystery and romance evenly tied together. you cant find alot of books that way. my next book that yes i finished at 2:43 am this morning was oh my god a best. Anne rinaldi has definitely every bit of me behind her stories. they are AMAZING!

it was The Staircase that i finished and now im onto her “A break with Charity” a story about the salem witch trials. and so far its pretty good. and very accurate with historical imformation.

but thats not entirely why im writing so you get a few book reviews or what ever. i just thought i would update. this week has been a constant weird. the weather is either amazingly perfect. not humid and not dry either. or its raining.

 

and i dont mind that. since honestly its rained like ever other day since i have been here. might as well get used to it yes?

might invest in some of these?

today i have been in an all around its time to bring out the poet mood. constantly doodling things on random pieces of paper or typing up the random ideas i have into my phone if i have no space. and in the end they come to never have any part in each other cause they don't make sense together… D:

here's a random piece that i typed up quick because it came fast and completely random…and i now cannot build off of it because i don't have the same feelings anymore…ughh

so i haven't totally made real friends to hang out with around here. made “friends” with some people at work and that's where it will stay i suppose. i kind of feel like this around some people because they all know each other for alot longer than i can really understand…

while every one is like this:

but hey im sure in time things will get better. but im just in this place for the money. hopefully going to try to buy me a new car.

either this:

or this:

but thats my goal. even if i have to wait till i get home to actually purchase the car…

yucky muck

“i need a fix cause I'm going down down to the pits that i left up town. i need a fix cause I'm going doooowwwwn. mother superior jumped the gun!!..happiness is a warm gun, yes it is.”

So these past couple of day haven't been entirely pleasant up here. trying to get to bed “Early” is harder than it has been in the past. i just wanna stay up and talk but that doesn't seem like its going to work with me very well. well not anymore at least.  so anyway yesterday i woke up at like 630 am because the roofers were already working on the church roof next door. and seriously that's RIGHT is our backyard. how can i get away from that? i cant cause my window is RIGHT there. uggggh! so that was the end of probably the best dream that i have had since i have been here. hmmm.

  i hope they leave soon cause i need sleep. it takes alot of hours for me to look this amazing! haha kidding.

so i worked last week. first real job and my first real week of work. and i liked it. it was really some fun stuff. the kids are all fun. some are….well… cant really say that i hate them but cant say they are the best or that i like them. so…you can think on your own.

i finally got the tour of the spa. and its absolutely amazing inside. they have a large set up for their fitness area including side rooms that are also LARGE! and the classes they provide are incredible i hope to sometime get into one of these classes. and i wouldn't have to pay a dime! OH MEH GOSH! how awesome is that? right…mhm.

so i really have found what i wanna do with my future career. talk about something hands on! i wanna be a massage therapist. eh? sound good to anyone? i think so anyway. looking into taking some online classes that will get me the credits and stuff i need before i need to go into an actual school to do the hands on portion of the class. i think it would be something i would be really good at. cause we already have a skin care specialist up here why not try something different like massage therapy?

so i got my hair cut today. looks cute. nothing really different. at all. but i went in and i was the first one there and my stylist hadn't even come into work yet so i was like DANG! but when he got there OMG you could just tell that we was G-A-Y. and honest to blog that has no effect on me what so ever. I'm just saying. he was nice. kept talking to everyone around him because i wasn't a regular and he had just come back from vacation in the Caribbean islands. so they were all catching up. that's perfectly fine with me. i could care less. but he was a pretty cool guy. everyone in there is like family and really nice to each other.

finally got a package in the mail today! omg it was absolutely amazing! i felt so loved. i got 3 cds. 4 magazines. a book and a picture. i was like THIS IS AWESOME! i cant wait till i get a paycheck that way i can start sending out stuff to people like promised. :D

first day jitters

so i started work today at ethos fitness and day spa for women. it is oh sooo nice inside, although i still have yet to get a tour of the place. but its still probably the nicest spa fitness  place that i have gone to. so its well worth the wait cause I'm sure that it will all be pretty spectacular in the end. :D

www.ethosfitness.com is the site if anyone cares to check it out.

and i get free gym membership for just working there. so hopefully with my fellow co-workers i can take up an abs class and come back looking good. hahaha

but today i went in and i looked fabulous. i mean really. i looked good. all business like, it was different. but i went in with a good outlook on the day and honestly it really was. i had a good time. so i was shy for the first part but i warmed up and was like this really isn't all that bad. the girls that i worked with today were very nice and very welcoming. so i was very thankful to them for that.

in the childcare you really don't have alot to do. you get to sit behind a desk and print out coloring pages while moms work out or whatever. or watch movies. but its really laid back. its nice. i like it.

hopefully i can cross train with the front desk workers and try to become a skilled receptionist. so either way this job holds many opportunities and I'm excited.

journey to the east coast

well i am now in jersey and it really is a different everything up here. and surprisingly the people are a lot nicer here then they are in New York. must be the atmosphere or something ha ha got some pretty good pictures on my travels i guess.

for the first week that i was away from home we went to myrtle beach for some relaxation before the big move to the highly polluted air “garden state”. that was pretty fun. we ate out a lot which is actually really bad for you. but i wasn't complaining the food was good. we got to go to the beach two nights. it rained most of the time while we were there which sucked cause i wanted more beach time. my girls back home asked me to take pictures of the guys. and well ladies i did but sorry they didn't turn out larger. but here are some pictures i did take while down on the beach.

Dan and Justin on the beach

                  me saying hello to everyone back home

not a very good picture but its me :D

this was for the girls back home

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the rest of my beach pictures if you wanna look at them :D

the beach was alot of fun and i wish that we could have stayed longer down there. i felt more at ease down at the beach. could have just been the salty sea air getting to me but none the less it was nice and relaxing and I'm glad that i had the chance to go down there.

My trip up to new jersey should have taken oh maybe 11 hours with my uncle driving…but instead we were like a 16 hour drive cause of delays in traffic and construction and blah blah blah. oh it was a mess. but we made it and it was a fast ride for me anyway since i slept most of the way. haha. but i did get some pictures on the way in to jersey. some of new York and some in town.

we got in on Saturday evening. and I'm still living out of a tub. hmm… oh well. the town is very cute. everything and i mean everything is in walking distance of the house. there is a train station and grocery stores and restaurants and all sorts of things just everywhere. and amazing as it is a starbucks on every corner i swear!!

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