the finish

well i gave my baby back on monday.
doesnt that sound horrible!!
well it was. i now know that i am totally not ready for kids for a long time!!!
well i suppose i have known that for quite some time.
but it really hit me with this kid. but thats the point.
saturday and sunday surprisingly he was much more quiet than usual. thankfully.
but he didnt follow the schedule that he started on. so i was constantly changing something.

and saturday i went to my aunt heathers for a scrap-booking party!
awesome right?
well i had to bring him with me.
thankfully he didnt cry as much as he usually did. and he made cueing noises all day.
sunday morning i was fed up. i had NO sleep. cause apparently he was much better and slept during the day but when it came to night he was crying every 5 minutes for something. so i didnt go to church. i was already sick from tuesday, plus the added on loss of sleep, didnt help me much. although my mom told a few people that i was bringing a baby to church and they were going to look for me. oh well.
come monday morning i was still sick so i got to stay home. but there was no way i was going to keep the baby an extra day. MAN DONT I SOUND HORRIBLE!
my teacher said that i was suffering from post-pardom depression. and i was like oh heck yes i was. i wanted to shake him crazy! lol
but i didnt i was a nice mom. after i came back home. i kept hearing the baby cries and noises in my head for the rest of the day. and for the next 2 days. i was going nuts!!!
but i hopefully got a good grade. haha.. ill put pictures up as soon as i can. they are cute. and weird. cause its me and i dont look good in any picture im in. sorry.