...quiet....

its better now. the yelling anyway...
but things seem very tense....
things are not the way it used to be..
before the war. stupid iraqis.
oh well what can we do now?

i have been thinking about college these past couple of weeks.
and so its not very quiet in my head..lots of running around up there.
lots of are you sure this is what you want?
are you sure u wanna move out?
blah blah blah.
if i wasnt sure then i wouldnt being doing crazy things.
i wanna go to a cosmetology school.
and there are 3 to choose from.
one in new jersey.
one in edwardsville illinois.
and one some where close to the mall?

but i wanna do something i want.
and i think i have decided....
but i need the help of so many. and so much.
i cant even think straight. grants this and loans that.
money money money!
sometimes i wish that college could be free. ugh...

i just need a scholarship. a grant. and loans up the waazoooo!
im going nuts down here...
ugh....